the end

as of today i have one more days worth of undergraduate education. i will be forever removed from the world of undergraduates. am i sad, no. am i so stressed, unbelievably yes. i have been writing papers since wednesday, and i am so close to being done. today i woke up at 7:30 and actually have been doing school work until five minutes ago when i think my brain stopped working. this moment comes in its most cruel form. i am less then a page away from finishing all the work i need to get done today .. and i am at a loss. i can not longer think, about anything. i must write but all will power is slowly fading away. i wish i could motivate myself. like i could tell myself to keep working, that i am doing a good job, and it would be motivational. but its not, maybe i should give up. would it be sad, one day from the end if i quite college and joined a traveling circus?